Monday, July 12, 2004

Hormonal hell in hindsight.

I've been in hormonal hell n skulking around in black self-pity, feeling like a pincushion crossed with a cactus, drowning myself in the sorrow of loss n despair and then,
On the news came the pitiful emaciated face of a baby starved to death, lying inert n skeletal in the hands of his mother, whose dry eyes were even more devastating than had she been crying. It was news about the starvation deaths of children in the adivasis (aboriginals) in one of the most affluent states in India. I was shocked out of my pig-like wallowing in self-pity. THAT was pain, limitless pain. I couldn't imagine what the mother would have been going through, thinking about; perhaps she was glad that her baby's suffering had finally ended.
And
WHAT DO WE ALL DO ABOUT IT ???
NOTHING.
We just all go on about our lives, living in our own little worlds, with our little worries and pretend that what happened/happens didn't happen. How convenient. Lets all get on with our lil lives shall we, to our own precious hormonal hells ??!!

How little we are. I'll be damned.

1 Comments:

At 6:45 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hi there,
thanks for your comments again :)
Pincushion (well can I have your name please??), We are living in a troubled world, negativity prevades it and many in our society are floating like ships without rudders, weary souls searching for a lighthouse that will keep them from crashing against the rocky shores, you can act as a lighthouse to them but first you have to generate that light within yourself. If we cant help ourselves, we cant help others.stop self pitying n self torturing. your purpose of life should be a life of purpose. what has happened has happened.. stop worrying.. I suppose I am getting too philosophical and saying too much, i m sorry for that, please dont mind. if u want, u can share your story.. you can mail me at ish_ishu@yahoo.com if you feel like..

regards,
Ish

 

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