Enough .

Enough is enough !

Cried a river yesterday. No more. Nobody is worth the pain i went through, am going through. I am not the only one going through pain, there are those worse off than I am. I WILL NOT allow myself to be at somebody's, anybody's mercy anymore ! They aren't worth the pain. Certainly not worth wasting a life on.
I'll probably fall off the track again, my heart has been flushed down the drain time and again. But try i will.
AT the end of the day it is more of YOUR loss ! Perhaps you had good intentions at heart, but it was important that you told me. It was important that you let me know why you did what you did, I would have understood it. But you did not even think me worthy of that. You think of me as NOTHING.
Unacceptable. Thats what it is. I would have been happy just to be a friend. You wouldn't even grant me that dignity.

Enough.